Friday, January 2, 2009

Three

My New Year's resolution is to free myself, to not let any person or event get in the way of me acheiving what I think is truly right.

I think a part of me has been constrained because I'm too afraid to lose dignity in one's eyes, but if they are unable to feel okay with me being the way I really am, so be it.

I want to be able to fly in my own body without worry of hitting the wall, dragging too low, suffocating too high.

I want to be able to breathe love, if that makes any sense whatsoever. I'll explain it. Everybody gets those moments where they find everything to be just right. they can be with the people they love and do the things they like in the environment of their choice. You usually get that one deep, incredible sigh that just electricutes your chest with ecstasy.

I want every lungful of air I take in to be atleast a fraction of that.

Overall, I want to live as me.

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