Four

I miss you. Even though I have you, I miss you, and I hope that doesn't freak you out. You're wonderful, beautiful inside and out, and I hope you get to read this. Things are changing for us, and I'm sure that in the end part it'll make us both happier than ever. That's all I want, I just want you to be happy.

I'm sorry for being paranoid throughout everything, for overanalyzing every detail, I never learned to completely relax, but now I have, and I'm more than ready to.

I understand that maybe we won't be forever, but until that is proven I'd like to pretend. I'm not going to focus so much on the future, just hope that we're together when I wake up in the morning.

I want to put my attention into here, now. Right here, right now, I love you, more than you know. And right here, right now, I hope you feel like you love me too. That's the gyst of what I want now, I want to make sure you know I love you.

This all sounds silly, I know, but you make me silly. I'm comfortable with you, you put me at peace and every moment I spend with you I know I'll always cherish.