One Year Today

Turn things back a year, what were you doing?

Me?

I was taking a girl out to a movie (Her father attended, but that's aside the point) and we began dating.

The only people who will ever read this blog already know about her and everything that happened, though somehow I doubt this is even ever read.

I guess it's just a strange feeling, looking back and thinking of how much we spoke about wanting to last so long together and having it end in eight short months. It makes you wonder how you would have spent days like today.

I hope for her happiness all the time, and I think for the most part, she is really happy. And that's comforting.

I realize that everything really is over. That she isn't coming back, and I'll never have moments like that back again. But that's okay.

My feelings for her probably will not change for a while still, but once again, that's okay.

Sometimes what you want isn't always the best thing, right?