All of my dreams and my passions are in Your hands.

I don't really feel like sitting around anymore.

I'm reaching my junior year of high school, meaning my childhood is soon to be over.

So I've been attempting to involve myself in anythign and everything. I have a gym membership, I've begun going to Church, I'm hanging out with friends more.

I'm trying to enjoy myself with the two years I have left here.

It's a bit depressing, but everything changes.

I'm hoping for a lot of things to happen before I graduate.

I'd like to work at the Sinister Cellars for both years I have left here.
I want to bring Max on a cross country road trip and explore things I've never seen before.
I want to have a good long term relationship with a girl, and have it hurt like hell when we have to split up when one of us has to go.
And I want to keep myself looking up towards the stars at night, drawing my dreams in them and hoping I can lasso my way up to them one day.

Don't let days slip by without doing something you can look back and remember on.

One Year Today

Turn things back a year, what were you doing?

Me?

I was taking a girl out to a movie (Her father attended, but that's aside the point) and we began dating.

The only people who will ever read this blog already know about her and everything that happened, though somehow I doubt this is even ever read.

I guess it's just a strange feeling, looking back and thinking of how much we spoke about wanting to last so long together and having it end in eight short months. It makes you wonder how you would have spent days like today.

I hope for her happiness all the time, and I think for the most part, she is really happy. And that's comforting.

I realize that everything really is over. That she isn't coming back, and I'll never have moments like that back again. But that's okay.

My feelings for her probably will not change for a while still, but once again, that's okay.

Sometimes what you want isn't always the best thing, right?